So i haven't been writing much lately. The reason for that more than anything is that I've been severely depressed. yes, i started this blog with the intent of writing about that in the hopes that it would help, but it's been hard to make myself do much of anything. And then i got horribly sick. And then i had some sort of realization and being sick somehow helped me. But now i seem to be lapsing back again. And it might just be the fact that it's been so goddamn cold here in Chiberia that it's hard to leave the house. And when it's not in the negative digits, it's snowing. ALWAYS SNOWING.
BUT. On to bloggery. Something that i realized about my sudden wave of deep depression is that a lot of it was caused by stressed about things i no longer had, or couldn't do, and anxiety was caused by being worried about things to come. and that was all really stupid. So we're gonna try and fix that by working on being more in the now. We'll see how that works.
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